I feel old!!!!

Well i feel old today! We are off out 2night after having to choose between 2 different parties, an 18Th or an engagement party.

I agreed a while a go to make Jaz's birthday cake so have done so but then found out it was ellee's engagement party on the same night! I feel so old tho Jaz is 18 and ellee 23 and I'm going on 30 married with 1 child another on the way and a 16 year old step daughter who has almost finished school.

Ah well soon be time to go start the process of making me fit to be seen in public in something other than jeans and t shirt. And its gonna take a while! I have decided to wear my pretty dress as its a size 12 and its going to be a long time b4 i can fit in to it again!

ah well has been a good day so far really, cake has turned out better than i had hoped and even had a very quick sucessful trip 2 buy noel new shoes this morning. just the beautifying to work on now lol